Do you care? Are you there? Are you listening?

All I’ve ever wanted is to be pleasantly surprised.

I consider surprising someone in a nice way to be the epitome of caring for them.

It takes so much effort to plan and stay quiet just to create a nice moment.

I’ve never had a surprise party. I’ve never really been surprised at anything, which is ironic because I’m so gullible.

The only person who’s ever surprised me is my brother who came home from his first semester of college to be there for my 16th Birthday. It’s one of the happiest memories I have.

He wanted to surprise me in a similar way by not telling me that he is coming back for a few weeks from Japan. He begged my mom not to tell me and said he wanted to spend the day with me and meet me at my dorm. It would’ve been an amazingly incredible moment.

Of course my dad had to fuck it up and tell me he’s coming home.